for those of you who actually read this... this ones for you
soo come sunday afternoon, i'll be living in the big apple, yupp, good ol' new york city...
i really honestly can't even believe it, i keep going 'holy shit crystal how the hell did u pull this one off' it really is surreal, i can't believe i'm really going to live there for 5 weeks! jesus! but i'm not going to deny the fact. i'm really nervous, i hope i can handle it, i mean i always wanted to do it, live in the city be super cool and what not, but now i have the chance to prove myself. gosh i hope i don't fail.
anyways, i'm really going to miss everyone, all of yous guys are pretty much the only other reason why i'm scared to go, i'm going to miss you guys! i don't want you guys to forget about me when i leave. i know time can't stand still so stuff is sure to change while i'm gone. but i'm sure i'll change to.
its really late as i'm writing this thing now. and i think i'm just writing whatever comes to my head but who knows.
but basically it goes like this... i'm going to miss all of yous, some more than others but hey. come visit me in the big city and i'll try my best to do the same and come back home to visit all of yous on the weekends.
living in new york city for 5 weeks is pretty much a once in a lifetime experience when ur 17, young and ambitious. i've got nothing to lose, nothing more than what i don't have already, so i guess there are only things left to gain.
wish me luck.
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